I wouldn't say it's quite like that. Not in the way you think. And it's not quite that simple, either. But I wouldn't rule it out entirely.
Didn't you have someone totally out of your reach that you went a bit mad over when you were in school? Or is that just something girls do? Merlin, when I was only a year older than she was, I remember
Well, it's sort of embarrassing. But needless to say, I was very much wrapped up in it, and even though I wouldn't even say I fancied him, I certainly loved him very fiercely and deeply, in my way. It was all quite chaste, of course. But I was would have been just devastated if he'd come to harm, and I couldn't claim the familiarity that she can.
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Re: Order only
Date: 2010-05-06 05:20 pm (UTC)Didn't you have someone totally out of your reach that you went a bit mad over when you were in school? Or is that just something girls do? Merlin, when I was only a year older than she was, I remember
Well, it's sort of embarrassing. But needless to say, I was very much wrapped up in it, and even though I wouldn't even say I fancied him, I certainly loved him very fiercely and deeply, in my way. It was all quite chaste, of course. But I
waswould have been just devastated if he'd come to harm, and I couldn't claim the familiarity that she can.