I sometimes think He likes each of us to face challenges for which we are not necessarily suited. Carrow and teaching, for example.

In your case, I have it on good authority that assistance or suggestions are decidedly outside parametres He would deem acceptable (more's the pity). For mine, I have been extraordinarily lucky, I am sure, that my meagre talents have proven consistently to be of use in close proximity to Our Lord. As you say, that brings with it its own litany of potential complaints. When I weigh them against the benefits, however, any grievance seems illegitimate by comparison.

To your progress, let us say He is tolerant, for the time being.